Broken

I know I mean nothing to you,
I am invisible,
You know my name,
But that doesn't change,
You see me everyday,
Of all the things I said to you today,
I walk away in shame,
I want you to be happy,
I want to sacrifice it for you,
I want it all for you,
The road ends somewhere but I don't know how,
I want it to end today,
But whenever I see your beautiful face I can't,
I surrender long ago,
I just want to let you know,
I am broken without you,
I can't stand it,
Everywhere I see you,
I look back on the past,
I want to go back,
Im so broken without you,
I cant even think,
I love you,
I wish you were broken,
I want you to be happy,
Thats why im trying to leave,
I am broken

Food Critic and "Green Olive" Resturaunt

When I'm older I want to be a food critic. I hope you don't mind if I share some of my skills on this blog. How I came to this idea is I came to it when I was 11 years old after watching the movie "Ratotoille". I get A+ in english class so I figured hey, why not.

Last night I went to a resturaunt called ``Green Olive``. You have to rate the resturaunt on 4 things, Service, Price, Quality, Envirement and the 5 one (an extra) the bathrooms.

Service- Green Olive`s Service was pretty good, although we asked for a table not beside the busy table of teenagers at a birthday party and we got right across from them. It took about 20 minutes for the food to come, which was not bad.

Price- Green Olive is priced very well for a big plate of spaghetti for 12.95 and the dessert of a chocolate cheesecake at 7.99.

Quality- It was very good quality food because it had all the right flavors and there was 5 chefs in the bcak cooking away, who all were trained, unlike most places with just teenage servers.

Envirement- The envirement was excellent because it was not dingy or had hard metal floor, it had a fireplace and they played soft italian music in the background.

The bathroom- I didn`t see the bathrooms so there us no rating for this.

I recommend Green Olive for all of you to cheack out. I hope you enjoy my blog!

The Photo's that put a Smile on my Face!

As you have read in my last post my family and I have been going through a really tough time. These are the pictures that make me smile and make me feel happy. I know I'm not alone. I am very grateful for what I have and it makes me cry when I see all the terrible things that have happened to everyone in Haiti. I feel so guilty. Here is the pictures that make me smile!
This picture was taken when I was at my favorite place in the world. My Oma's house. I stay there a lot and I pretty much have my own room there. My parents send me there when things get tough. It makes me so excited when I get to go over there!

This is a picture of my best friend and I. Her name is Madison and I've known her since I was 9 years old and now I'm 13 almost 14 (in 6 months). She has been very faithful to me and to my family. I go over to her house when my parents have no where to send me. Thanks Madison, you are simply amazing!

This is my favorite picture of Madison. She looks like a model and she always wears that sweater. It makes me smile because she just looks amazing. Madison has natural beauty and I hope she can keep it.

This is a picture of me at my oma`s house with my favorite puppy, Levi. I love this picture because Levi is adorable. He is 2 months old today! Happy Birthday Levi!

Thanks for reading this and I hope things are good for you this week!

Love Katrina :)

Livin' Without Him

Yesterday I lost a best friend, an inspiration, a happy face, but most of all my brother! My brother has low-functioning autism and has had a terrible year of 2009. He would attack everyone and broke many valuable things. He has to live in a group home called Husky House which is WAY across town. I don't get to see him until 2 weeks. My mom is crying and everything is a huge mess.

I feel lost out of place and I feel rejected! But then I think about how he must feel? He must feel neglected when my parents just left him there! I miss him so much now that he's gone. It wasn't our choice it was the gouverments choice!

Being Imperfect!

My Hair is always a mess, I never cry, I spill things on myself, I wear clothes that clash, I try hard to fit in and I never make it, I try and come in with a clean slate but I always break it, my room is a mess even if I put hours of effort to it, I try and save up but I always spend it, I broke my heart a million times and it has never gotten fixed, I study for a test and just barely pass, I turn bright red easily, my eyes are always in a different direction, I have to have surgery for my feet, I am always made fun of in school, I have scars from my best friend and I still love her, I am a kind of stalker, I am not broken, I am happy, I am not unspoken, I keep on laughing, why do I do this? Because I'm me! -Katrina Grigg

Yes we are doing poetry in English Class :)

What all happened between December 24, 2009 and Today?

Here is a picture of me with my favorite Teddy Bear at my Grandma's house. I was a little wiped out that day!

Hello all you bloggers :) In my last post I told you that I was gone until the 6th of January and here we are on the 9th and there is still nothing posted :( Life has been very hectic and rather stressful. I'll start with Christmas. On Christmas Eve we attended a little service at our church. It was very good. On Christmas morning we slept in until 10:00 and opened our presents after breakfast. I got mostly clothes and money and gift cards and also got two amazing books called Jesus Freaks. The next day I went to my Grandma's house for the entire week and took care of 6 and a half week old puppies! I went home on January 3. On January 4 me and my mom went to the mall and I got some nice new Lululemon pants which were 80 $. They are totally worth it though! It has just been very busy.